01. Kintsugi
1 am, cannot sleep tonight, my friend
First emotion in a month and it's pain
And although I cannot say this is the end
I still feel I am the one that you could blame
1 am, in my heart you're still real
1 am, stop this pain that I feel
You're not there, you're nowhere, truly
And yet my heart is breaking again
And fuck your kintsugi, I'm sand
I'll never feel the same under the rain
I'd give my life just to hold your hand
2 am, still awake in my bed
Still can't make any sense of myself
I can't give you up, I can't let you go
I can't take that you took the final bow
And yet my heart is breaking again
And fuck your kintsugi, I'm sand
I'll never feel the same under the rain
I'd give my life just to hold your hand
2 am, please let me sleep
2 am, please give me peace
2 am, please let me sleep
2 am, please give me peace
And yet my heart is breaking again
And fuck your kintsugi, I'm sand
I'll never feel the same under the rain
I'd give my life just to hold your hand
3 am, please let me sleep
3 am, please give me peace
3 am, please let me sleep
3 am, please give me peace
4 am, please let me sleep
4 am, please give me peace
4 am, please let me sleep
4 am, please give me peace
02. Crystallised
You were two years older than me
Now I'm one more than you will ever be
So it hurts to know you'll never grow again
Your smile is stuck deep inside my brain
Crystallised in time forever
Forever young and beautiful as you were
But when I think about this, however
The pain inside hurts even more
I love you my friend
I miss you
You were, you were cursed yet so sweet
Now I'm one, one left with the pieces
Of a life that's no longer here, yours
Are you here when my heavy tears pour?
Crystallised in time forever
Forever young and beautiful as you were
But when I think about this, however
The pain inside hurts even more
I love you my friend, oh
I miss you
When my time has come
Will we meet again?
All this pain and some
Will they turn to rain?
All that I don't know
Will it become clear?
Crystallised in time
No hurt, no more tears?
Crystallised in time forever
Forever young and beautiful as you were
But when I think about this, however
The pain inside hurts even more
Crystallised in time forever
Forever young and beautiful as you were
But when I think about this, however
The pain inside hurts even more
Hurts even more
I love you my friend
I miss you
Crystallised in time forever
Forever young and beautiful as you were
But when I think about this, however
The pain inside hurts even more
Hurts even more
Hurts even more
03. Lacerate
Sad bird still sings
But I can’t spread my wings
Latched, held captive
Buried alive in damask
My soul, putrefactive
It’s sore, it can’t unmask
My heart is of brittleness
I see in hued greys
Don't want to drown in bitterness
When coloured were our days
The sad bird still sings
But I can’t spread my wings
Fragmented and broken
Like my words gone unspoken
The lace comes and speaks to me
Now I see from where it comes
When it talks, it sings of thee
In dark tints, hollow, numb
The sad bird still sings
But I can’t spread my wings
Fragmented and broken
Like my words gone unspoken
The sad bird still sings
But I can’t spread my wings
I won’t let myself surrender
It won’t blacken you, besmear
All I’ve left of you is tender
I won’t let that disappear
The sad bird still sings
But I can’t spread my wings
Fragmented and broken
Like my words gone unspoken
04. Mistress of Dread
Streams of blood
Arouse your fiery mouth
Its taste you crave
Won't stop until the drought
The scent of fear
Is giving you a thrill
Mistress of Dread
Amun-Ra sent you to kill
She Who Mauls
Won't heal your wounds tonight
You will obey
You cannot win this fight
The One Who's Powerful
Unleashed the flames of Hell
Before you Evil trembles
In the heart of the righteous you dwell
Lady of Slaughter
Is here to quench her thirst
Polluted water
Will save you from her curse
They put the Lioness to sleep
Until again she's there to reap
She Who Mauls
Won't heal your wounds tonight
You will obey
You cannot win this fight
The One Who's Powerful
Unleashed the flames of Hell
Before you Evil trembles
In the heart of the righteous you dwell
The Sun sets and you can rest tonight
But she will never lose her might
Mistress of Dread
Alive, dressed in red
You won’t feel her fangs this time
She Who Mauls
Won't heal your wounds tonight
You will obey
You cannot win this fight
The One Who's Powerful
Unleashed the flames of Hell
Before you Evil trembles
In the heart of the righteous you dwell
05. Weaker Than Thee
The one that was dying
Now's keeping them dry
Her eyes of a sinner
From pitiful cries
The one that was laughing
Now meets Mr. Pain
She learnt how cruel it is
To live all in vain
To live all in vain
How cruel she learnt
To live
How cruel it is
Mr. Pain
She tries to, she wants to
She wish she could be
The one made of stone
But she's weaker than thee
They keep it and want it
They hate it and torn it
They cry for it, love it
Then fear it and burn it
But never they'll see
A brighter tomorrow
For feeding the Beast
Is like craving the sorrow
Beast
Craving
Sorrow
Feeding the Beast
Brighter tomorrow
She tries to, she wants to
She wish she could be
The one made of stone
But she's weaker than thee
06. Heart In Two
Now my whole life
Seems out of time
My songs don’t rhyme
The bells don’t chime
My breath is sounding
My heart is pounding
It all seems blue
My heart’s in two
My heart’s in two
My heart's in two
My heart’s in two
My heart’s in two
My heart's in two
My heart’s in two
My heart’s in two
My heart's in two
My heart’s in two
My heart’s in two
My heart's in two
Not anymore
I’ll hear your voice
But I swear I’ll
Honour your choice
It tears me up
To have nothing to grieve
I love you but you had to leave
My heart’s in two
My heart’s in two
My heart's in two
My heart’s in two
My heart’s in two
My heart's in two
(One nevermore)
My heart’s in two
My heart’s in two
My heart's in two
(One nevermore)
My heart’s in two
My heart’s in two
My heart's in two
My heart’s in two
My heart’s in two
My heart's in two
My heart’s in two
My heart’s in two
My heart's in two
Legs a-shaking
Smiles all faking
I am, but you
Are you there too?
08. Drown
I know that I'd want to escape
But I don't
Because for me it's much too late
I know that I'd want to escape
But I don't
Because for me it's much too late
Because I've felt death's icy fingers
They tear your flesh while it lingers
Still your voice
How can I
Leave a void as grand inside you
When I know
That it's too much to get through
Because I've felt death's icy fingers
They tear your soul while it lingers
Still your name
Oh, I crave
For that ice lake to stop the pain
But, oh
I could not pass it on, the blame
Because those fingers
Twist the thoughts inside your brain
And they don't let go until you've gone insane
I know that I'd want to escape
But I don't
Because for me it's much too late
I know that I'd want to escape
But I don't
Because for me it's much too late
Because I've felt death's icy fingers
They tear your soul while it lingers
Still your name
I want to drown
I want to drown
I want to drown
I want to drown
I want to drown
09. Walk Away
All the chances, undeserved
My heart dances, unpreserved
How could you rip it out from me
You have a grip on nobody
I may have fallen for your dance
Like a moth driven to a flame
Now I’m on my fighting stance
And it’s to your heart I aim
Don’t you dare to cry for me
When you told me not to stay
Oh don’t you dare
To hold onto me
When I turn and walk away
And walk away
Lotus blooming under wicked skies
Cobra awaits for you in its spires
Sheep and wolf, worlds collide
Nobody moves, it’s suicide
Sing to me the song of the defeat
Sing to me while you walk away
Lie to me like you lie to anyone
Think of me, but out of my way
Sing to me the song of the defeat
Sing to me while you walk away
Lie to me like you lie to anyone
Think of me, but out of my way
Sing to me the song of the defeat
Sing to me while you walk away
Lie to me like you lie to anyone
Think of me, but out of my way
It’s time for me to take out the trash
It’s time for me to burn you to ash
Spread my wings while you’re lying on the floor
Turn around and slam that door
Don’t you dare to cry for me
When you told me not to stay
Oh don’t you dare
To hold onto me
When I turn and walk away
And walk away
Sing to me the song of the defeat
Sing to me while you walk away
Lie to me like you lie to anyone
Think of me, but out of my way
Sing to me the song of the defeat
Sing to me while you walk away
Lie to me like you lie to anyone
Think of me, but out of my way
Sing to me the song of the defeat
Sing to me while you walk away
Lie to me like you lie to anyone
Think me, but out of my way
Don’t you dare to cry for me
When you told me not to stay
Oh don’t you dare
To hold onto me
When I turn and walk away
And walk away
10. Madness Returns
Remember, remember
But what will it be?
Despair, maybe horror
And the devil makes three
Forget it, then morph it
Last cage it for me
Your Wonderland's mad
Just as you are, my dear
It's not a dream
It's a memory
And it makes me sick
Liddell, you're riddle
Orphan by fire
Liddell, you’re in the middle
Your mind will go higher
Twirling and flying
Slashing and dying
A vale of tears
In your mountain of fears
Eat me, drink me
Twice as much you'd like
Hit me, save you
Be patient then strike
It's not a dream
It's a memory
And it makes me sick
Liddell, you're riddle
Orphan by fire
Liddell, you’re in the middle
Your mind will go higher
Liddell, you're riddle
Orphan by fire
Liddell, you’re in the middle
Your mind will go higher
Liddell, you're riddle
Orphan by fire
Liddell, you’re in the middle
Your mind will go higher
11. Song of Nothing
It’s silent, still and steady
Tonight it feels so heavy
But I’m lucky it’s not sold
All the passion that I hold
Sweat and blood is all I got
There ain’t nothing that I bought
Anger sometimes makes me shiver
I can never be a forgiver
We both know what we went through
And though it doesn’t make me blue
For the things we haven’t said
Cause I have too much ahead
It’s silent, still and steady
Tonight it feels so heavy
I’m lucky it’s not sold
All the passion that I hold
It’s silent, still and steady
Tonight it feels so heavy
I’m lucky it’s not sold
All the passion that I hold
Sometimes I could hear you whisper
Really didn’t wanna hear
Did I use to call you sister?
Looked at my love disappear
It’s silent, still and steady
Tonight it feels so heavy
I’m lucky it’s not sold
All the passion that I hold
It’s silent, still and steady
Tonight it feels so heavy
I’m lucky it’s not sold
All the passion that I hold
12. 기억해요 I Remember You
The dark is swallowing me
A black hole waiting for me
All that’s past is gone
All I have is this song
Twinkle, twinkle, star is dead
In despair was born and bred
Yet its light is still alive
In its dying trail you thrive
Born in pain, born to die
Born to fly and say goodbye
Sing the sorrow, sing the pain
He will not have died in vain
기억해요
I remember you
사랑해요
I love you, I do
기억해요
I remember you
How can I live this through
Oh, how I wish I knew
Your life reduced to dust
To keep you alive I must
Yearning, mourning, all for nothing
Make a wish upon the dead
Crying, yelping, uselessness
Let the memories be spread
I will carry you, I swear
To the mountains, through the air
To the land where all is singing
Through the pain this all is bringing
기억해요
I remember you
사랑해요
I love you, I do
기억해요
I remember you
I’ll remember you
I swear I will do
Back in my head where you belong
All keeps spinning, there’s a song
It tells me to keep you in my heart
Close to me, to the start
All the voices around my bed
Are filling up myself with dread
I won’t give up, your soul is free
Although there’s nowhere for it to be
기억해요, 사랑해요
I remember you, I love you, I do
Amidst all the madness
This one thing is true
The purest emotions
The deepest devotions
You will find it there
In my soul to spare
기억해요
I remember you
사랑해요
I love you, I do
기억해요
I remember you
기억해요
I remember you
사랑해요
I love you, I do
기억해요
I remember you
You
02. Sold(ier)
Straight to the heart
But you aimed for my head
You lied right from the start
I was unfeigned, unfeigned instead
You prepared for the war
While I was still in charge
For the battle at the core
Tried to ruin all my world
You believe youʼre so high
Sitting there on your throne
Made of malice and lies
You will fall all alone
An eye for an eye
But I wonʼt sell my soul
Your lake will run dry
I have the ocean as goal
I was kicked to the floor
By your shameless ambition
Stomped and hurt, broken boned
But still pledged to my mission
Laugh, pretend, donʼt you know
Youʼre the puppet in line
As above, so below
Youʼre set to decline
You believe youʼre so high
Sitting there on your throne
Made of malice and lies
You will fall all alone
An eye for an eye
But I wonʼt sell my soul
Your lake will run dry
I have the ocean as goal
I have the ocean as goal
03. Bleeding Rust
I bite my tongue
To make my blood flow
My veins are burning
From the rage you'll never know
I’m on my own
But you’re running through my blood
I won't stop ripping
Until you're bleeding rust
I won't stop hurting
Until your heart turns into dust
Sometimes the pain
It makes our feelings turn to stone
Don't you complain
When hate consumes you to the bones
I won't stop ripping
Until you're bleeding rust
I won't stop hurting
Until your heart turns into dust
Don’t you feel sorry for me
Go
Go
I won't stop ripping
Until you're bleeding rust
I won't stop hurting
Until your heart turns into dust
I won't stop hurting
Until your heart turns into dust
Heart into dust
Heart into dust
Heart into dust
04. Split
I’ll drag you all high
And leave you there for days
When you are back down
You’ll fall right through the Maze
I will hold the leash tight
And when you think I’m gone
You’ll fall under my might
Until my will be done
We battle, roar
We smother your psyche
We prey on ambition
We rip you and bite
We’re Jekyll and Hyde
We’re your shame and pride
We cannot be tamed
I am yours and you’re mine
I’ll deprive you of all
You hold dear in your heart
If you lift your head up
I will tear you apart
No tears, no salvation
No ease for your mind
When you find a shelter
You’re crawling in blind
We battle and roar
We smother your psyche
We prey on ambition
We rip you and bite
We’re Jekyll and Hyde
We’re your shame and pride
We cannot be tamed
I’m yours and you’re mine
You’re famous, you’re glorious
As bright as a star
You’re braver than lions
You’re gonna go far
You’re scum and you’re right
You’re worth less than nothing
You’re a maggot, parasite
The Queen of the Souses
Tread carefully, dear one
It’s slippery when wet
And the line you overrun
Is the curse that you’ll get
05. Threnody
I run
(Creeping it took control)
I run as fast as light
(Erased all good I’ve done)
My heart
(It’s sickening this game)
It screams, bursts, ignites
(Who else am I to blame)
Oh, please
(I wish I could break free)
Oh please let me awake
(From this toxic remedy)
Before
(Go)
Before I see his face
(Before you see my face)
Inside
I can still hear your cry
Inside
I can still feel you die
Inside
I will carry your sigh
Inside
I still can’t say goodbye
Inside
I can still hear your cry
Inside
I can still feel you die
Inside
I will carry your sigh
Inside
I still can’t say goodbye
I will
(It’s lost or out of sight)
I will pay with my life
(The love that kept me sane)
The wrongs
(Can’t overcome the fright)
The wrongs, the void, the lies
(To want venom in my veins)
Sweet night
(My demon lurks so deep)
Oh please take me as prize
(I resist with all my might)
It’s crushing me, oh, why
This cannot be your fate
(We must endure this fight)
Inside
I can still hear your cry
Inside
I can still feel you die
Inside
I will carry your sigh
Inside
I still can’t say goodbye
Inside
I can still hear your cry
Inside
I can still feel you die
Inside
I will carry your sigh
Inside
I still can’t say goodbye
If it runs in the family
What change can I foresee
We must renew our hope
To forgive, rise and move on
We may fall apart in time
But we’re standing side by side
You’re still standing by my side
06. Sun Will Rise
You fill the void I have inside
But will you tear it open wide?
Don't leave me here, I'd rather be
A teary heart no one can see
I need to know that you'll be there
When I'm to face the cross I bear
Don't want you mine, don't want you alone
I need to know that you have all
You dream, you want, you feel as yours
Another place, another world
You'll see the Sun rise, it's not a crime
And I'll be watching all the time
You dream, you want, you feel as yours
Another place, another world
You'll see the Sun rise, it's not a crime
And I'll be watching all the time
As long as you walk, I'll walk by
And if you fall, I'll catch you right
Before you're slipping to the ground
You know that to yourself I'm bound
I'll act this show until it ends
I’ll act this show until it ends
My heart may break, but always mends
You dream, you want, you feel as yours
Another place, another world
You'll see the Sun rise, it's not a crime
And I'll be watching all the time
You dream, you want, you feel as yours
Another place, another world
You'll see the Sun rise, it's not a crime
And I'll be watching all the time
You dream, you want, you feel as yours
Another place, another world
You'll see the Sun rise, it's not a crime
And I'll be watching all the time
07. Out of the Mist
Desert is calling me
I refuse to give in
On my hands, on my knees
The wars I fight enrage within
Out of the mist I walk alone
Cleansing my mind through fire
Out of my mess I carry on
Out of the mist I linger
Out of the mist I must atone
Forsaking the black and the stone
Out of my mess I’ll teach myself
Out of the mist I wander
Lost no more
Echoes from the ravine
And I feel unclean
Into this shroud I’ll wrap my sins
Unbound, unbent it must begin
Out of the mist I walk alone
Cleansing my mind through fire
Out of my mess I carry on
Out of the mist I linger
Out of the mist I must atone
Forsaking the black and the stone
Out of my mess I’ll teach myself
Out of the mist I wander
Lost no more
Sanctuary
Of my misery
Prison
For the insane
Asylum
Is the world we’re in
This fight
It must begin
This fight
It must begin
This fight
It must begin
08. Choke and Die
You never wasted words on me
Nor time, nor thoughts, nor shallow tears
I'm sick of fading just for you
And now my dreams are hollow too
I'm not a baby, I'm not a doll
I'll smash your face against the wall
Christ I'll be glad to taste your tears
I only hope you choke and die
I wish to make you cry
And if I could I'd rip your heart
For all the times you've torn me apart
Surprised ain't you to see me rise
Reviving as my tears petrifies
Not anymore you'll see me creep
Because that thorn now stands too deep
If you’re like me then go away
Or you'll know sorrow has a name
And keep for you your fucking rose
I only hope you choke and die
I wish to make you cry
And if I could I'd rip your heart
For all the times you've torn me apart
I only hope you choke and die
I wish to make you cry
And if I could I'd rip your heart
For all the times you've torn me apart
09. The Meadow of Sins
The grip of dementia that smiles from a veil
Distorts all my visions my passions of clay
She gathers the nymphos the child and the rain
The ballet of death is our own masquerade
The lanterns are shining from my stoned demise
That sparkles like stars while I'm dying inside
The ghost of my sorrow you just cannot bear
For nothing is worth of my needless despair
The ballet won't stop
Till our voices are whispers
Like frozen drops at the hands of our trickster
You walk on the scaffold you try not to see
You blame me for something you seem to esteem
In who is delighted to laugh at your sorrow
In name of your love she will kill you tomorrow
Silent is howling your death dressed in white
You don't want to see that your time now is nigh
I may be deceived by my silent devotion
But all that Iʼll be is confetti in motion
The ballet won't stop
Till our voices are whispers
Like frozen drops at the hands of our trickster