Out of the Mist

02. Sold(ier)

 

Straight to the heart

But you aimed for my head

You lied right from the start

I was unfeigned, unfeigned instead

 

You prepared for the war

While I was still in charge

For the battle at the core

Tried to ruin all my world

 

You believe youʼre so high

Sitting there on your throne

Made of malice and lies

You will fall all alone

An eye for an eye

But I wonʼt sell my soul

Your lake will run dry

I have the ocean as goal

 

I was kicked to the floor

By your shameless ambition

Stomped and hurt, broken boned

But still pledged to my mission

 

Laugh, pretend, donʼt you know

Youʼre the puppet in line

As above, so below

Youʼre set to decline

 

You believe youʼre so high

Sitting there on your throne

Made of malice and lies

You will fall all alone

An eye for an eye

But I wonʼt sell my soul

Your lake will run dry

I have the ocean as goal 

I have the ocean as goal

03. Bleeding Rust

 

I bite my tongue

To make my blood flow

My veins are burning

From the rage you'll never know

 

I’m on my own

But you’re running through my blood

 

I won't stop ripping

Until you're bleeding rust

I won't stop hurting

Until your heart turns into dust

 

Sometimes the pain

It makes our feelings turn to stone

Don't you complain

When hate consumes you to the bones

 

I won't stop ripping

Until you're bleeding rust

I won't stop hurting

Until your heart turns into dust

 

Don’t you feel sorry for me

Go

Go

 

I won't stop ripping

Until you're bleeding rust

I won't stop hurting

Until your heart turns into dust

I won't stop hurting

Until your heart turns into dust

 

Heart into dust

Heart into dust

Heart into dust

04. Split

 

I’ll drag you all high

And leave you there for days

When you are back down

You’ll fall right through the Maze

I will hold the leash tight

And when you think I’m gone

You’ll fall under my might

Until my will be done

 

We battle, roar

We smother your psyche

We prey on ambition

We rip you and bite

We’re Jekyll and Hyde

We’re your shame and pride

We cannot be tamed

I am yours and you’re mine

 

I’ll deprive you of all

You hold dear in your heart

If you lift your head up

I will tear you apart

No tears, no salvation

No ease for your mind

When you find a shelter

You’re crawling in blind

 

We battle and roar

We smother your psyche

We prey on ambition

We rip you and bite

We’re Jekyll and Hyde

We’re your shame and pride

We cannot be tamed

I’m yours and you’re mine

 

You’re famous, you’re glorious

As bright as a star

You’re braver than lions

You’re gonna go far

 

You’re scum and you’re right

You’re worth less than nothing

You’re a maggot, parasite

The Queen of the Souses

 

Tread carefully, dear one

It’s slippery when wet

And the line you overrun

Is the curse that you’ll get

05. Threnody

 

I run

(Creeping it took control)

I run as fast as light

(Erased all good I’ve done)

My heart

(It’s sickening this game)

It screams, bursts, ignites

(Who else am I to blame)

Oh, please

(I wish I could break free)

Oh please let me awake

(From this toxic remedy)

Before

(Go)

Before I see his face

(Before you see my face)

 

Inside

I can still hear your cry

Inside

I can still feel you die

Inside

I will carry your sigh

Inside

I still can’t say goodbye

 

Inside

I can still hear your cry

Inside

I can still feel you die

Inside

I will carry your sigh

Inside

I still can’t say goodbye

 

I will

(It’s lost or out of sight)

I will pay with my life

(The love that kept me sane)

The wrongs

(Can’t overcome the fright)

The wrongs, the void, the lies

(To want venom in my veins)

Sweet night

(My demon lurks so deep)

Oh please take me as prize

(I resist with all my might)

It’s crushing me, oh, why

This cannot be your fate

(We must endure this fight)

 

Inside

I can still hear your cry

Inside

I can still feel you die

Inside

I will carry your sigh

Inside

I still can’t say goodbye

 

Inside

I can still hear your cry

Inside

I can still feel you die

Inside

I will carry your sigh

Inside

I still can’t say goodbye

 

If it runs in the family

What change can I foresee

We must renew our hope

To forgive, rise and move on

We may fall apart in time

But we’re standing side by side

You’re still standing by my side


06. Sun Will Rise

 

You fill the void I have inside

But will you tear it open wide?

Don't leave me here, I'd rather be

A teary heart no one can see

 

I need to know that you'll be there

When I'm to face the cross I bear

Don't want you mine, don't want you alone

I need to know that you have all

 

You dream, you want, you feel as yours

Another place, another world

You'll see the Sun rise, it's not a crime

And I'll be watching all the time

 

You dream, you want, you feel as yours

Another place, another world

You'll see the Sun rise, it's not a crime

And I'll be watching all the time

 

As long as you walk, I'll walk by

And if you fall, I'll catch you right

Before you're slipping to the ground

You know that to yourself I'm bound

 

I'll act this show until it ends

I’ll act this show until it ends

My heart may break, but always mends

 

You dream, you want, you feel as yours

Another place, another world

You'll see the Sun rise, it's not a crime

And I'll be watching all the time

 

You dream, you want, you feel as yours

Another place, another world

You'll see the Sun rise, it's not a crime

And I'll be watching all the time

 

You dream, you want, you feel as yours

Another place, another world

You'll see the Sun rise, it's not a crime

And I'll be watching all the time

07. Out of the Mist

 

Desert is calling me

I refuse to give in

On my hands, on my knees

The wars I fight enrage within

 

Out of the mist I walk alone

Cleansing my mind through fire

Out of my mess I carry on

Out of the mist I linger

Out of the mist I must atone

Forsaking the black and the stone

Out of my mess I’ll teach myself

Out of the mist I wander

Lost no more

 

Echoes from the ravine

And I feel unclean

Into this shroud I’ll wrap my sins

Unbound, unbent it must begin

 

Out of the mist I walk alone

Cleansing my mind through fire

Out of my mess I carry on

Out of the mist I linger

Out of the mist I must atone

Forsaking the black and the stone

Out of my mess I’ll teach myself

Out of the mist I wander

Lost no more

 

Sanctuary

Of my misery

Prison

For the insane

Asylum

Is the world we’re in

This fight

It must begin

This fight

It must begin

This fight

It must begin

08. Choke and Die

 

You never wasted words on me

Nor time, nor thoughts, nor shallow tears

I'm sick of fading just for you

And now my dreams are hollow too

I'm not a baby, I'm not a doll

I'll smash your face against the wall

 

Christ I'll be glad to taste your tears

 

I only hope you choke and die

I wish to make you cry

And if I could I'd rip your heart

For all the times you've torn me apart

 

Surprised ain't you to see me rise

Reviving as my tears petrifies

Not anymore you'll see me creep

Because that thorn now stands too deep

If you’re like me then go away

Or you'll know sorrow has a name

 

And keep for you your fucking rose

 

I only hope you choke and die

I wish to make you cry

And if I could I'd rip your heart

For all the times you've torn me apart

 

I only hope you choke and die

I wish to make you cry

And if I could I'd rip your heart

For all the times you've torn me apart

09. The Meadow of Sins

 

The grip of dementia that smiles from a veil

Distorts all my visions my passions of clay

She gathers the nymphos the child and the rain

The ballet of death is our own masquerade

 

The lanterns are shining from my stoned demise

That sparkles like stars while I'm dying inside

The ghost of my sorrow you just cannot bear

For nothing is worth of my needless despair 

 

The ballet won't stop

Till our voices are whispers

Like frozen drops at the hands of our trickster

 

You walk on the scaffold you try not to see

You blame me for something you seem to esteem

In who is delighted to laugh at your sorrow

In name of your love she will kill you tomorrow

 

Silent is howling your death dressed in white

You don't want to see that your time now is nigh

I may be deceived by my silent devotion

But all that Iʼll be is confetti in motion 

 

The ballet won't stop

Till our voices are whispers

Like frozen drops at the hands of our trickster